The moment I noticed I’d gone quiet inside

The Silence Before the Truth

July 06, 20252 min read

“The more I told the truth on the page, the less I needed to explain myself anywhere else.” ~ Athena Emert Gray

There comes a moment when the noise gets too loud.

Not the kind that comes from others. The kind that rises from within—a tangle of second-guessing, self-doubt, and quiet disappointment.

That moment was familiar to me. I knew how it felt to be right on the edge of something I couldn’t name, then back away out of fear or habit. I thought I needed a plan. A breakthrough. A better version of myself.

What I actually needed was a way back to my own voice.

Why I Started Journaling (Again)

One on One reflection with your own mind.

Not because I had time.

Not because I had a process.

But because I couldn’t hear myself anymore.

And when I opened the page—without needing to be profound, productive, or polished—something

shifted. Not overnight. But gradually, steadily. My thoughts became clearer. My feelings had somewhere to go. My patterns, once invisible, came into focus.

It was like someone turned down the volume on everything else.

 

The Truth Journaling Showed Me

I wasn’t broken. I wasn’t failing.

I had simply disconnected from my own wisdom. Journaling became the place where I stopped pretending. Where I met myself in real time. Where I said the thing I was afraid to admit—and didn’t get punished for it.

And here’s what surprised me most: the more I told the truth on the page, the less I needed to explain myself anywhere else.

 

What Happens When You Reconnect

Decisions feel less like battles.

Boundaries become obvious.

Needs rise to the surface instead of staying buried.

It doesn’t mean life stops being hard. It means you’re not fighting yourself at every turn. You’re walking with yourself. You’re listening again.

 

Start Where You Are

No elaborate ritual. No journal prompts required.

Just a willingness to pause and ask:

  • What’s here right now?

  • What have I been avoiding?

  • What do I need to say that no one else has to read?

This is how you return. Word by word.

 

If You’re Ready to Go Deeper

Uncover isn’t a journal. It’s a doorway.

A quiet, grounded guide designed to help you hear yourself again—gently, honestly, and without performance.

If the noise has been too loud lately, Uncover might be exactly where you begin.

Permission Granted.

Athena Emert Gray is the founder of aeg&Co and creator of Permission Granted—a bold new way for Gen X women to stop waiting and start becoming. Grab your FREE Momentum Starter by visiting: www.aegandco.com.

Athena Emert Gray

Athena Emert Gray is the founder of aeg&Co and creator of Permission Granted—a bold new way for Gen X women to stop waiting and start becoming. Grab your FREE Momentum Starter by visiting: www.aegandco.com.

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